I'm lazy.
I haven't been blogging in a long long while.
For some reason, most of the things I do, I do it half-heartedly.
Things which I have set my mind on, things which I thought I could achieve.
I'm lazy.
Thought I would rather spend a few good hours studying Biology in the evening yesterday than to study it briefly in the afternoon.
What happened? I ended up sleeping at 11.
I've never felt this unprepared for an exam in my life.
Staring at the questions without knowing what to do. Any line I am writing is just based on my memory, which isn't that fantastic afterall.
I''m lazy.

I could be watching TV, baking muffins, staring at the coloured walls in my room, watching youtube videos, stalking people on facebook or trying on my clothes.
All these little things which could be time fillers for me doesn't exactly satisfy me when I have nothing to do now.
It's like, I need you to be there.
But deep down inside, I need more than just you, I need my friends too.
Some space, some fun, some alone time.
But then again, my mind changes so quickly. At a moment I need you and another I would like to be doing all those little things which could be time fillers for me in the past.

See how this post went? The things I've mentioned constantly changes from point A to B. Exactly how my mind is like, constantly changing. I wish you knew me better.